I arrived, started gearing up for a big decision in my life, ...
something that will take months and now i need to pay much concentration and time to forget it.
Now My life is my carrier now because all other things are waste for me..
Unfortunately, i want to focus just on my work and rely on your calm and supportive personal life. When i don't have it, i at least focus on just calm life and forget everything else. However, problems have a way to find me, to haunt me down, I can't escape them. Bad time is a bitch. When it gets you, it gets you at the fucking worse time of your life.
I thought about leaving this blog with the picture of work and bad life Movements, since I was spending these months at home, studying with nothing to tell. I don't think I can.
I created this blog at specially difficult moment of my life, as you may remember. Again, I'm facing a new challenge. There's differences now, from then. Then I didn't have any friends who I could tell what was going on my life, now is different. But one thing is the same, I must face the problems alone and figure out my life for myself. There is just no other way.
It's been a long time since I felt sentimental. Ironically, it happens when I wanted to box as much emotions as possible to focus on my work and life. What can I do? Fixing our lives can be as much hard as fixing your soul. It requires a lonely and long work. There will be scars that will persist forever, parts of your soul that will never know the true meaning of the word happiness.
I don't know what life reserves for me. I am privileged to have seen what I have in this short and ephemerous life. Only God knows, what lays ahead for me. For now, I can only think and decide what to do, despite knowing that either way things won't be easy and that ultimately, my work will be compromised. There's no turning back however. I will have a crappy night. A miserable night. Maybe my soul will be washed, but I hope tomorrow will be a new day. Even if the problems won't go away, even if they get worse, I'll still be here, I hope, fighting another day,
Unfortunately, i want to focus just on my work and rely on your calm and supportive personal life. When i don't have it, i at least focus on just calm life and forget everything else. However, problems have a way to find me, to haunt me down, I can't escape them. Bad time is a bitch. When it gets you, it gets you at the fucking worse time of your life.
I thought about leaving this blog with the picture of work and bad life Movements, since I was spending these months at home, studying with nothing to tell. I don't think I can.
I created this blog at specially difficult moment of my life, as you may remember. Again, I'm facing a new challenge. There's differences now, from then. Then I didn't have any friends who I could tell what was going on my life, now is different. But one thing is the same, I must face the problems alone and figure out my life for myself. There is just no other way.
It's been a long time since I felt sentimental. Ironically, it happens when I wanted to box as much emotions as possible to focus on my work and life. What can I do? Fixing our lives can be as much hard as fixing your soul. It requires a lonely and long work. There will be scars that will persist forever, parts of your soul that will never know the true meaning of the word happiness.
I don't know what life reserves for me. I am privileged to have seen what I have in this short and ephemerous life. Only God knows, what lays ahead for me. For now, I can only think and decide what to do, despite knowing that either way things won't be easy and that ultimately, my work will be compromised. There's no turning back however. I will have a crappy night. A miserable night. Maybe my soul will be washed, but I hope tomorrow will be a new day. Even if the problems won't go away, even if they get worse, I'll still be here, I hope, fighting another day,
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