Freedom under Responsility

1 more day to enjoy my freedom , Enjoy my laziness , 1 April is my joining date as an

Consultant – Account & Delivery Management...

I hate responsibilty, But know what Graduation is done , Post graduation is also over

Know as an good daughter i have to bear responsility i have to put some efforts to enhance my skills and utilize them .That was the only thing i was looking for but when i got it i am in thought that i will miss my fruit full days.

Actually i can enjoy some more days but the matter is some what different shhhhhhh---

All my friends have started working ,when ever we meet whenever we share words

1 question is - heyy where are you working ?

or If you find any vacancy lemme knew?

Responsility -It's this really big word that parents, friends every one keep throwing at you when you least expect it, and it doesn't make things easier when it's something as life-changing
Which is actually the reason for this post, come to think of it. The holidays are over , Fun time free time freak time .. So now I have absolutely no idea what I'm going to be doing with the rest of my life. , I seem to remember hearing at some vague point in the past. Wasn't to me though, but all things considered, it wouldn't be far from my condition.

Don't get me wrong here - it's not that I don't care. Not when it's a matter of my future. Just wish there weren't so many decisions to make. Decisions scare me. ("Ah" "Decisions scare me. Interesting naaa.")
So it's back to racking my already well-racked brains, wondering which way I'm headed, that sort of crap. The kind of thing that I'm really really bad at.
Then again, it is my responsiblity. Oh yes, know i have to make myself ready for everything ( responsility)