“Maa” its me
But she could not see me
Sitting in a corner with tears in her eyes
Every time she used to hug me and kiss me
But this time no such vibes
There was me covered under white on the floor
But I was silent like no waves on the sea shore
Ready to be taken away from the open door
“Papa” standing there with eyes red
Looking defeated and sad
Now never I will demand, never I will wish
But “Papa” I loved being ‘childish’
Then I saw my Bro” sitting there
To whom I used to say everything and share
I thought she never cares
But in her eyes were non-stop tears
With whom I always used to fight
And argue that I am right
he was sitting there with no reaction
And in that I felt her true affection
Then I saw my “Friends” there
Whose presence was quite like air
Their eyes were filled with tears
And I remember all the cheers
No laugh, no comments, no more tease
I saw all that, and got freeze
Tears were in eyes, from whom I never expected
But that’s “Friendship”, I suspected!
Those who have never been serious
Were standing completely furious
I was missing their fun
But there was nothing can be done
I would never see them again
Just wanted to stand there and feel the pain
Never will I get my friend’s affection
Because that was my “last interaction”
Close friends were few
Who will find new
But my memories with them of past
I am sure will not be lost
Sometimes they went harsh
But I will miss “them” and my “love”
When in fun, I used to say I will die
you used to relax and sigh
You used to say u will party, when I will die
But I am seeing you their cry
I was not so bad, I wish if they could understand
I always valued and loved my “friends”
Last was my “last interaction”
As I was being taken for “cremation”
My “Maa” burst into a cry
I wanted to calm her, but I can’t even try
I heard all from her was my praise
She was telling about me as she raised
I heard my goodness, for which I was waiting for
“Maa” was telling my secrets and all that in which I was good for
She never said all that before
All I was seeing was everyone’s love
The love I think I deserve
If I would have seen all that earlier
It would not have caused this failure
Being in depression, I always cried
And so finally I committed “Suicide”
And now you all love me I know
I don’t want to go
I want to say sorry to them
For my foolish attempt
I wished to “God” if ‘He’ can give one more day
As there is lot now I want to say
I wanted to be with them, all together
To say how much I bother
I just wanted a last chance
When all memories in my mind dance
But ‘God’ didn’t heard my ‘plea’
That was my punishment, I could see
I said “Goodbye” to” Maa”, ”Papa” and all my “friends”My love"
That was my last word while moving towards my end
That all was my “Last Interaction”
And I finally reached my “Ultimate Destination”.
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