Exam hall and me ...

Today i was having my first paper means (hindi pape) and i have done my preperations well but still i have a exam fear "well i admitted it lot of times i just hate reading hindi , but it is a compulsary subject so had to give it and its our nations language .It had many more chapters than english somehow managed to mugg up the whole guide that i had borrowed from a friend.... the only motivation for the exam was that this is gonna be the lAst time i will be giving an exam on hindi ... well i had not touched hindi for the Full years and in the examination hall i realised that was a problem which i had never though of , because of my kinda abandoning the subject i almost forgot how to write it and also i could really remember the words that is used when we write hindi in stead of hinglish...
well it is all over my ordeal with hindi has finally ended.....
when i saw the paper my mind was blank and i thought that i dont knew anything and i am damn fool but when i tried i have finished my all paper and it was too gud then expectations.
today my day started from bathing and then worship may god bless me in my paper ,i dont knew the place where my center was so my neighbour "bhabhi" said to me that she will go with me .and then i finally seen the place of exam it was 'sefia science college bhopal" college was soo far from my home 'when i reach to the college the college was full of crowd and when i horned them to clear the way to park my activa " they gave me side but they were watching me with a keen sight .i was frighten beacuse they are boys of city and from that area only ,so suddenly i put out my roll number and box and tried to see where i have to sit then a boy came to me and said may i knew your name i said noo/then he said ok no problem ,then again a boy came and said best of luck ,i said nothing to him because i dnt knew them ,and i was shocked "why hey are doing so with me .i think that because i am standing alone outside thats why they are doing such things .then bell rang and we all went to exam hall .
you knew sefia college is run by muslim commitee and all the teachers are muslim .so one black lady means the invigilator a tall lady, black saree with a gogle and inside a lot of kajal and dark lipstick ,and high heal came to me and gave me the answer sheet .And said "mohtarma jara dhyan se bhariyega"and i said ji ..then i start filling the form .then i saw that she was watching me keenly like the boys standing outside "i was frighten why she is seeing me " but i dnt get the answer .Then again the bell rung for starting the paper and we start writing our paper
well it is all over my ordeal with hindi has finally ended.....
when i saw the paper my mind was blank and i thought that i dont knew anything and i am damn fool but when i tried i have finished my all paper and it was too gud then expectations.
today my day started from bathing and then worship may god bless me in my paper ,i dont knew the place where my center was so my neighbour "bhabhi" said to me that she will go with me .and then i finally seen the place of exam it was 'sefia science college bhopal" college was soo far from my home 'when i reach to the college the college was full of crowd and when i horned them to clear the way to park my activa " they gave me side but they were watching me with a keen sight .i was frighten beacuse they are boys of city and from that area only ,so suddenly i put out my roll number and box and tried to see where i have to sit then a boy came to me and said may i knew your name i said noo/then he said ok no problem ,then again a boy came and said best of luck ,i said nothing to him because i dnt knew them ,and i was shocked "why hey are doing so with me .i think that because i am standing alone outside thats why they are doing such things .then bell rang and we all went to exam hall .
you knew sefia college is run by muslim commitee and all the teachers are muslim .so one black lady means the invigilator a tall lady, black saree with a gogle and inside a lot of kajal and dark lipstick ,and high heal came to me and gave me the answer sheet .And said "mohtarma jara dhyan se bhariyega"and i said ji ..then i start filling the form .then i saw that she was watching me keenly like the boys standing outside "i was frighten why she is seeing me " but i dnt get the answer .Then again the bell rung for starting the paper and we start writing our paper
The seat was not comfortable so i was disturbed "the gap of the bench and desk was too much and it was not adjustible .so i was trying to feel comfort with writing my paper .Again she came to me and said in my mind ab kya hogya " she said mohatarma seedhi bethiye "and said nothing .Then i again start doing my work and the person sitting my back was blank like his answer sheet so he was trying to knew answers from me and he was murmuring.And i was saying nothing to him again that lady came to me and said "mihabat karne hay to bhaaar jaiye"
i cant understand what she was saying but at last i came to knew that it was mohobbat(mihabbat).I thought that she is having some problem with me i dont understand what was that .At last time was left and i completed my paper and i was sitting and checking my paper .Then again she came and said "mohtarma aankhe badiii hain to kya subka dekhogi" i swear i was not doing anything and knew i said in my mind what he hell she is doing with me and why ? god knew ....
at last when the last bell rung and she collected our answers copys and atlast when all gone i waited for her outside and asked that excuse me mam "may i ask you one thing she said farmaiye ...and i asked that mam why you have done such things with me and i was doing nothing in the class ..then she said again"tum ameer bigde nawabon k hum muh nahi lagty ......
what was that till knew i am tense why she has done with me .................we are starngers and we are not having any personal fight ....what was the problem???????????????????????????
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i cant understand what she was saying but at last i came to knew that it was mohobbat(mihabbat).I thought that she is having some problem with me i dont understand what was that .At last time was left and i completed my paper and i was sitting and checking my paper .Then again she came and said "mohtarma aankhe badiii hain to kya subka dekhogi" i swear i was not doing anything and knew i said in my mind what he hell she is doing with me and why ? god knew ....
at last when the last bell rung and she collected our answers copys and atlast when all gone i waited for her outside and asked that excuse me mam "may i ask you one thing she said farmaiye ...and i asked that mam why you have done such things with me and i was doing nothing in the class ..then she said again"tum ameer bigde nawabon k hum muh nahi lagty ......
what was that till knew i am tense why she has done with me .................we are starngers and we are not having any personal fight ....what was the problem???????????????????????????
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Comments
life is like that.....u meet people, complete strangers, who will walk the extra mile to come and talk to u....not because u r beautiful or intelligent or ugly or dumb, they do that just because, they could feel the vibe...remember anand ( rajesh khanna movie, where he calls up starngers and talks to them) and the opposite also happens....where people hate u, for no reason.....on our part, we should look at the beautiful side of it.....that they could feel the vibes, that we are strongly connected..even if it is the wrong way.....its so cute.....
and only in such cases, both positive and negative, does life come alive, and shows its complete possibilites....
PS: dont u think u should be reading for ur next exam rather than blogging....anyways...best of luck
exam fear...dun worry ull get rid of it as u grow up and U learn that exams are way too crap for someone to worry about them or fear them[:d]
I may not sound idealistic but thats true!
cheers!
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but hope u do well!
n best of luck for the rest of ur exms! hope u get thru thm widout any drama!:)
P.S. : Wonder what the lady's problem was though! :P
best of luck for your other papers...............but....do u find time to blog during exams??????