When i was child i was like a child in tare zameen pur....

who is gulliver.....?

This is my life…if you don’t like me then get out of my life and leave me alone. When you choke on your tears and see your heart twist up and tear up inside because of what you did to me. I will not let this go and no matter how I try to get rid of it. These memories have made me a much stronger person and I have rebounded from what you all did to me. When you choke on your own Irony and think that I wont pay you back. You are wrong, this is my payback to you and to everyone who has tired to hurt me in the past.

There have been bad thoughts inside me for almost my whole life and It hurts to keep inside me. For so long I wanted to get help but I never found the the courage to get help. All my life I have been treated like garbage. I have never figured out why so many people hate me for no reason what so ever. I am to angry right now and I need a place to take it out. Don’t worry I wont get to crazy. I hope if you are someone who did hurt me that you realize this is payback.but it was my past or so called childhood..

All I try to do is be a nice person and respect you, but if you treat me bad I’ll do the same to you as well. I don’t care if you don’t like me, if you don’t like me then that’s your own fault. I am a very nice person and I try to treat every with kindness and respect and at least trust them at some point.

My life started to go downhill when I was in primary school. Everyone seemed to not care about me. I was so oblivious to the fact that I kept trying to make my self popular. When we do group work at school I was always either no picked or picked last. This kind of started to bug me at first but now I have gotten to the point of not caring about that and doing my work on my own.

School was very hard on me, as well with my homework, I couldn’t get any homework done because I was so depressed from school. I started to fall behind in my classes. I wanted to do go in school but I never get to when I was getting pushed around.

Although it was school I wasn’t enjoying myself and I wanted to have the time of my life. I hated going to school every single day. I got pushed around made fun of and picked on a lot. It was really hard for me to walk around school when I got picked on l went. Most of the times I kept to myself and didn’t talk to anyone. I’ve always been a shy girl, But I have always been a little shy myself maybe that has to do with it who really knows.I Was punished too much by my papa and i use to foolish them by lie that my head is paining or i have fever but they push me too school they were right always and i was wrong that time And that time i was in 3rd class.

you knew what foolishness i do in my school time ok lemme explain," my routine first

i walk up at 6:00 am in morning then pushed to school,then come back from school at 2:00 pm ,then dress change then lunch and at 4:00 pm my tution sir come to home and he teach me and my younger brother 1 hour .but my brother was beaten too much but as my grand maa said to my tutor that not beat or touch me because i am girl .So he avoid me to punish and so he come daily to my home and waste his time and i use to say in my mind that " aaj to bach gaye " beacuse he not concentrate on me and as well my study's.so when my result come i not use to show my parents and use to change the marks ,or make the red marks in blue ,,but i was stupid ki dnt change my total number .so i was caught and again beaten by parents and teachers also ,Then i use to play with my colony friends and then my parents both mom dad use to go a kendra for yoga and meditation and said to us "u have to study and we will come soon' and then i say hurray and see t.v and cartoon play video game then when my grand ma push me to study i lay down on sofa and then take a book and then see the pictures in it and then sleep .and when my parents come from their they take me from their and put me to my bed .

one day my dad came to my school and saw my test copy and exam papers he saw what the foolishness i have shown in my test .you knew what was it in English subject their was a chapter name guliver {the famous story} you knew when the chapter was tought in class i was in my dreams and making the pictures beacause i dnt understand anything in class why i dont knew but my concentration was on other activity's like sports ,music and all..ok sorry i come to my point my papa saw the question

que; who is guliver ?

ans: I answered ki guliver is who..

and you knew i got 0 and full of red marks in my test.

my father asked me . Dear why you have answered this.You knew what i said :" i said papa you said that ki answers are made from qurestions only so this was in my mind and i have done .so he and my teacher laughed on me .

then another question.means a fill in the blanks .....

1.Gulliver was ....... man.

and u knew how i answered i have counted the points (.......)and written aaaaaa their
when my papa asked me why i have written their i said papa we use to play a game in class ..in which we use to fill the blanks by a movie name and we get marks by one words.

example : -- ------ --

so we fill like om shanti om

and if we will "o" at all places in blanks then we will get atleast 2 marks .and the answer of this question was " great" as mam written with red marks in my test copy so she has to give me atleast 1 mark because i have written "aaaaa" and their is 1 "a" in it.

so again they laughed on me and said that i am in my imaginary world and i should be tough enough and realize that i am in real world .this all were happen because my parents thought that i am child and my tutor is teaching me well and they never ask me what he is teaching because i use to avoid them and they were busy enough to ask me .Then they realize and they tought me and knew also they ask me everything and i use to tell ..because knew i am grown and i am in real world .